Showing Up for All of It
I know it is cold. I know that it is sharp, and my muscles sometimes clench up with the cold. But I can take it. I don't have to always live in comfort, and I will be ok.
Rest as a Sacred Act
I spoke to a sleep expert, and she said that I must allow myself to rest, even if I am not sleeping. Rest is a practice.
Scarred and Twisted
The tree had cracked open, revealing a hollowed-out center and threatening to take down the whole thing.
Pursuit of Sustenance
Like the buck holding his ground while eating an apple, I refuse to let go of joy and hope.
A Little Stinky and Gross
Instead of piling the excess and waste of human consumption into an "out of sight, out of mind" spot that pollutes and stinks, something valuable is made.
Dances Joy and Weeps Grief
Let's turn towards each other because the waves are crashing, and it is easier to stay standing shoulder to shoulder.
Harvesting More Than Garlic
The first lesson in the garden is that everything is connected and what we do matters.
Spring at Pudding Creek
Tiger the cat continues to be both lovable and naughty. Sometimes he bites my big toe when I am doing yoga! That's always a surprise.
Wild and Untamable
The body is alive and it is my life. Can I learn to love it? Can I learn to love all bodies and all lives? Can we?
They All Await You
It's spring and Tiger says put down your device. He says step outside and rest your heart under a tree.
Desires Have a Purpose
What are your deeper longings? Desire and longing shape our lives and yet we can look around us and see what happens to individuals and the earth itself when desire turns to greed or addiction.
That Muddy Creek
Papanca is a lot like that muddy creek. It's easy enough to wait until the creek flows clear again, but a lot harder to figure out what to do when your own mind is flooded with mental preoccupations.
Smells Like Something Gone Rotten
The fetid adder's tongue reeks (fetid is right in the name!) yet it is still beautiful.
It's Not Just Fishy Business
From the garden, I can hear the salmon as they splash and jump through the strong steady flow of water rushing to the sea. They push through, moving against the stream.
Tend the Fires
Most of all fire consumes. This is like life too - we consume. Food, of course, but also the news and even our thoughts and emotions. A fire is tended to with care, keeping the flames going; neither too hot nor leaving it to smolder and die out.
Que Sera Sera
We cannot know the future. Don't let your brain dupe you, and don't let the very smart experts on the news or in your video feed fool you into thinking we know for certain what will happen.